"Why Are You Still Single? By Greg Hernandez

When asked a question like that, does your face immediately contort into a mixture of anger, confusion and desperation? Are you reacting to the accusatory tone of voice which is utilized to deliver a question like that? Does it cause your face to harden?

Now, If the answer is yes, then please, STOP.  Relax your face. Sure, it is perfectly normal to react to a question like that, but once you do, try to take a deep breathe and chill. Melt that face of yours. let the anger drop off. There's no need for it.

There are a multitude of reasons for why a person is single, and that's ok. In the immortal words of Don Draper, "You're born alone and you die alone and this world drops a bunch of rules on top of you to make you forget those facts."

Take me for example, as 2014 is coming to a close, I have been in 3 relationships this year. All have been brief. By brief, I mean less than 3 months. Many of my friends find the words "single" and "Greg" to be synonymous.

The question, "Why are you still single?" has been directed toward me so many times that I am no longer annoyed by it. I am now amused. Why? Well, for starters I have many answers and those answers are all honest. My honesty allows me to be care free.

If you're reading this and are "still" single too, perhaps we share the same reasons.

-I cannot control why I am single. I just am.
-I'm too awesome to be in a relationship.
-I'm young.
-I haven't met anyone who is worthy of my time. Yes, I value my time, don't you?
-Met someone at the wrong time.
-Person of interest moved away.
-Feelings faded.
-I screwed up my chances with said person.-
-They screwed up their chances with me.
-Person cannot let go of their ex.
-I'm not right for that person or vice-versa.
-Haven't met someone I want to truly be with
-Every time I meet a hot woman, something is wrong with em.
-Am I picky? I don't know...you tell me.
-The person is timid..."timid bores me," (Ellaria Sand, Game of Thrones).
-Age does in fact matter.
-I never made a move.
-We remained friends.

There are an abundance of reasons. I have come to learn that it is ok. The "still" is yet another convoluted tool that society uses to perpetuate the notion that it is bad to be alone.

 If you're alone, then you must be lonely. You need to remain together, eventually marry, have kids and contribute to the population...Yup, I said it. I am now 24. I am at the high point of my life. I have a large network of filmmakers, writers, actors, editors, collaborators, etc. I am happy. I have goals. I am on a mission. The pursuit is keeping me going.

The cliches are true. For me, women come and go.

It is easy to meet women. There is a sea of them. I live in New York City. The opportunities are endless.

Is their a hookup culture? Yes. Do I thrive in it. Hell yes...does it affect my dating habits...of course.

Have I missed out on wonderful opportunities...maybe, but I'm not sweating the past and neither should you.

We live in the age of online dating, instantaneous communication and morbid gossip. We're picky, eager, multi-tasking, shallow individuals, with short attention spans. Swipe right or left people please!

Yet, for me, I enjoy meeting people even if things don't necessarily reflect on the relationship scoreboard of life. I meet women all the time. I love it. Talking to multiple women at once is an awesome learning experience. It also bolsters my chances of getting laid.

So, I do not enter many relationships. In college I seldom dated, I hooked up a lot, because it was...college. Once again, I'm young so I have the perspective of, I don't need a relationship for any reason really.

I don't need a relationship for sex.

We all know this. So let me finally dive in to the core of this post.

Enjoy being single. Revel in it. You're independent. Concentrate on your life. Discover what your ambitions are. Meet your goals. Focus on your dreams. Keep the relationships on the back burner. Have lots of amazing sex. Be a slut, because it's the 21st century, we're all sluts. Get with the program, the program is get busy fucking or get busy dying. People will judge you, you cannot stop them from doing that, by understanding that you will always lose that battle, you actually win it.

You have the rest of your life to be in relationships. If a relationship is really your thing, great. If it's hampering your dreams, then it is time to find a new thing.

I notice that I am the type of person who comes off as a flirt. I come off that way, because I am.
Forget the courting crap...who has time? I'm blunt. If I find you attractive, I'm going to let you know. I'm vulgar. My lexicon can get dirty in heart beat. If you think I'm attractive, let's cut the bullshit and get together.

I remember growing up watching all of these male comedians talk about how women are crazy and they have major emotional issues. You can't live with them and you can't live without em. I learned what that truly meant last year! Relationships are harder than ever. It requires a lot of investment and quite frankly, I have yet to meet someone (post-college) who I have felt strongly enough to pursue anything remotely serious with.

"Why are you still single?"

"How are the women?" It comes again and again. "Why is there no woman around your arm?"

"Greg, you're smart and good looking. Why no girlfriend?"

"Is there something, that you're doing wrong?"

"It's gotta be you." "What's wrong with you?" "Still single?"

It comes in a barrage and does not end until they see you holding hands.

"Where is she?"

I have no concrete answer, because I don't need one. I'm single.

I met this gorgeous Chilean woman named Belu, last year. She called me a Jelou...I thought it meant jealous...I looked it up, it means, "A man who does not realize how handsome he is..."

That's all I have to say on this.

"How Should One View Criticism?" By Greg Hernandez

How you handle criticism, speaks volumes of your character.

How should you view it? As a bright opportunity to get better in your respective craft.

Today, many of my close friends came over to my home. The purpose for this group visit was for the production meeting of a short film that I am currently writing.

 They spoke about how far the story has come from the 1st draft to the 4th. I looked around my living room at my peers. This wonderful group of talented individuals are from my Alma Mater. Many came from great distances to be apart of something that I have created. It was beyond inspiring.

I listened to their comments, unbiased and completely devoid of ego. I realized the truth. It is because of them that my story has come this far. Their constructive criticisms, ideas, questions and overall thoughts have helped me to create a story worth telling.

I am thankful that I have an abundance of friends who care enough to read draft after draft with the purpose of making it great. A sudden burst of realism strikes me like a harsh wind. "They care so much about this story!"

I am happy that I have learned how to be more receptive to sharp criticisms. It allows me to look at myself differently. The criticisms force me to take a long, hard look at my work and see it in the eyes of someone else.

A fresh perspective gives me the advantage to cultivate true writing. By, true writing, I mean something new. No more cliches. Thanks to the honesty and support of my friends, I am equipped with the tools to become a better writer and person.

As a human being, we never truly look forward to hearing or seeing our work critiqued, but I have now matured enough to the point that I understand that it is necessary to tackle the criticisms. It will make me better.

Now, I look forward to the criticism. I am thankful that I have such a strong network of friends, who can read my work and fire back amazing comments, notes and corrections my way.

I believe in accepting criticism. It is an important part of growing in one's craft. I respect everyone's view. I look forward to everyone's thoughts on whatever project I am involved with. Equality is important. We're all human beings. We all have brains. We all deserve to let our thoughts be known.

 I try my best to never shy away from listening to someone's thoughts on my work. I honestly believe that should be the case for all writing. Professional or amateur.

There have been so many forewords that I have read by my favorite artists who have extensively discussed how it is imperative that all their editors, publishers, friends and family members read their work and give them feedback.

As someone who deeply enjoys the process of writing a good story, I find receiving feedback and revising to be equally titillating. I just flat out love it. Without my network of friends to assist me, I would be way behind as a writer.

Keep your intelligent and trustworthy friends by your side. They are the key to making you become the better you.

I owe many thanks to my friend Ashley Smith, who is my personal editor.

Education, Tuition Cost and Life After College

In the past six months, I have spoken with many close friends who are graduating from college this fall and upcoming spring. All of them have the same concern. "What will I be doing after college?"

Their list of worries are as followed:

- Work.

- Loan Payments.

- When to move out?

- Wait, should I move out?

- If so, where to?

- How long should I wait to move out?

- How do I make my dream(s) possible?

- What are the necessary steps?
-Why don't I have this figured out yet?
-Graduate school or travel for a year?
-Wait, travelling, costs money...so does Graduate School...Hmm,,,backpacking? Solo travelling?

The list as I'm sure you're aware, goes on...

Below are some helpful tips and suggestions that can help ease your tension.
This list is not meant to solve your problems. It is meant to get your thoughts going for a good game plan.

If this list does not help, I have a little rant afterward.

1. Network - We live in the age of instantaneous information. Social Media is that epicenter of said information. My generation is in the middle of it. Ten years ago I was 13 and in the 8th grade. I did not get a cell phone from my parents until I nearly graduated that year. Now I possess a bevy of skills that afford me a multitude of possibilities. I can peruse the web on my phone. I can update my websites, profiles, photos, blogs, acting reels and respond to e-mails. I can create effective content that can maximize the marketing potential of my brand - that brand is me.

Be selfish, this is your life. You are your brand. Help optimize the brand- "you" make yourself marketable for life after college.

"Begin to monitor your Facebook and other social media accounts. Keep inappropriate or provocative photos and information off your page or change your privacy settings, so that employers cannot see them."

The above advice is something I snagged from the Internet. While I agree with most of it, keep in mind that employers want to find the most qualified candidate. The qualifications include who is the right fit, personality wise.

So, yes clean up your Facebook, but keep it interesting, be you. The right career will come.

Building your own website: Highlight all of your accomplishments, ambitions and passions. All are relevant.

Create your own business card: If you meet someone - anywhere you can secure them as a contact with your card.

Meet people: Do not just apply for jobs, do not limit yourself. Attend workshops, gatherings, parties and any other social events that will help you meet the right person/people. Remain upbeat and be outside, after all, some times it comes down to who you know.

Always dress your best: You never know when opportunity will strike. It would behoove you to try to always be prepared. Going into the city, dress well. 

2, Use all campus resources

Before you graduate, have your resume reviewed by a peer assistant at the career center

Speak with your professors and mentors. 

- Ask them to serve as your references. They can help you out in your job search by vouching for you as an excellent candidate

3. Volunteer 

This is a quick route to take if you're unsure of what to do after college,
Volunteering is a great way to stay active in a community.
Yes, it sucks to not get paid for work, but remember that volunteer work looks terrific on a resume and it is a great way to establish connections and further expand your network.

4. Develop Other Skills

Work on your deficiencies. Turn your weaknesses into strengths. Face your short comings and improve. It will make you more of an asset.

Below is a quick general list many employers are looking for in the modern world.

1. Ability to work in a team

2. Ability to make decisions and solve problems

3. Ability to plan, organize and prioritize work

4. Ability to communicate verbally with people inside and outside an organization

5. Ability to obtain and process information

6. Ability to analyze quantitative data

7. Technical knowledge related to the job

8. Proficiency with computer software programs

9. Ability to create and/or edit written reports

10. Ability to sell and influence others

5. Remember Those In Your Corner

Remember, having the support of even just one person can make a difference.
When you're feeling blue about your employment predicament, please allow whoever it is in your corner to lift your spirits.

Try not to shut them out. They are trying to help. You need them and they need you to remain upbeat.

RANT:

While riding the subway home after work, I saw this poster on the subway. 

I had a harsh reaction to it.

I thought, "Here's A Better Plan...Lower College Costs..."

Obama says that education is priceless. He's not wrong, but he's not right either. Education is priceless, but college is not. The cost of tuition continues to rise every year, which exacerbates the already heavy burden placed on middle and working class families. The word, "Class" annoys the hell out of me...forget class systems...

I am not going to get into specifics, in regards to numbers, but honestly this system is flat out against us. "Since 1985, U.S. college costs have surged by about 500 percent, and tuition fees keep rising. "

-Why should I pay to learn?

-Why should I pay to live and be fed while learning?
- Paying to live on college for the whole year when I'm there for only 10 months....12 months of rent...c'mon man!

-Is learning a privilege or a right? Answer: It's an expensive privilege...

-What the hell is out-of-state tuition? Paying more to go to another state to learn is despicable...

-Why do textbooks cost so much?

-We improve the infrastructure of our college buildings, but not your bridges...why? Oh I know why...because there's money in college.

Students are like cash cows...we pay all of this money for a fucking piece of paper that cannot guarantee us a career, but only struggle.

Graduate school is thrown at us, but that is even more money...more loans...and if you are not accepted...more heartache...

Join the military to avoid debt...I see what is going on here, America.

Everyone must go to college and spend...college is not affordable, but there are plans to make sure that you are able to pay in full...that is not affordable.

Education is priceless...college is not. College is not necessary. Yes. I said it. 

Get your high school diploma and leave the country. Apply to schools in Finland or Germany where the tuition is free. Start your living in northern Europe. 

I snagged the below statement from an article I read on countries that offer free college tuition.

"Dorothee Stapelfeldt, a senator in the northern city of Hamburg, said tuition fees "discourage young people who do not have a traditional academic family background from taking up study.  It is a core task of politics to ensure that young women and men can study with a high quality standard free of charge in Germany."

It has been extremely difficult for me to land a full-time job that I want to actually wake up in the morning for. I had a job offer after college, but turned it down, because I realized it would not make me happy.

Instead, I have had numerous interviews, several freelance jobs and gigs.
I want to move out soon, but still need to save money and land a better job.

Notice, I have only said the word, "job," so far. I know what my career will be.

I want to be a story teller. I will write for movies, television and theatre.  

I will act. I will produce, I will direct. I will advertise my brand: me.

I know I will do all of this, because I already am doing all of this.

My side projects are, Blogging, Creative Writing, Acting, Film, Theatre and Photography.

Soon, I will be able to live off of my side projects. I am keeping my dream alive through them.

So, my last bit of advice is this, you've paid so much for your education: which entails what you have learned in the classroom and everything you have experienced outside of it.

USE IT! ALL OF IT! USE IT ALL TO YOUR ADVANTAGE!!

BELIEVE YOU WILL BE GREAT!!

I met a lot of awesome people in college.

My network is quite large. I am happy that my side projects have helped to keep me sane.

Yup, I'm the only black guy in every photo.

Hello World

I know the title isn't exactly interesting but it shows how I feel about my writing. It's not the best but that's why I'm doing this. And thank you for taking the time to read my thoughts, it's much appreciated. I haven't let anyone else read any of my writing for years, out of fear of it being deemed "bad" or "stupid". Two basic but powerful words. What's life if not about sharing with others? I know, a little deep for my first post but what the hell.

Heres a some info about me:
My names Eston.
Ahh forget that you'll learn more along the way.

There are a few things I want to accomplish with this. I won't bore you with all of them just the special one's.

1. Growth- Who doesn't want this? But seriously, the gloves are off. Disagree with me. Tell me how you feel. Help me. Criticize my writing. Anything to push me or rather us forward.
2. Honesty- this isn't an essay for school which is pretty much the only thing I've written for for a few years now. So I'm going to leave the bullshit at the door. Besides I can't regret anything if I'm giving it 100% right?
3. Fun- Because it's important to stay positive(I can be a bit annoying with that at times). "Why so serious?" Life's too short to forget to smile yet somehow that manages to happen.

You see? Just 3, short and simple.
Thanks again for reading and I sincerely hope you enjoy.
OH and thanks Greg, my dear friend, for giving me this opportunity!

-Eston Jr.

The Upstater’s Experience: Not Everyone is Upstate

I flatter myself to think that I am a relatively frequent traveler. I take some small pride in being able to say that, aside from spending the first eighteen years of my life calling the same small town “home,” I have lived in North Carolina, spent summers in Virginia and South Carolina, visited sixteen states outside of my own (with every intention of expanding that list quickly), and dabbled in international travel. I regularly make considerably extensive road trips, often by myself. Suffice to say, I am not a complete homebody, which certainly made things emotionally convenient on some level when I decided to move away.

Unfortunately I have a tendency to look back, all too frequently, after making a rather big move. This is where the cliché “the grass looks greener on the other side” collides with “you don’t know what you have until it’s gone.” Seeing new places is great, and the memories from each previous place are sweet, but at each location friends are left behind. I love being able to boast of having friends spread across the country, but the majority of my closest friends are at least a considerably long bus trip from Brooklyn, if not a day-long journey or multiple plane rides.  Maintaining these friendships is a worthwhile and rewarding effort, but I often allow myself to get so caught up in past relationships that I neglect forming new ones.

Recently I was, yet again, bemoaning the difficulty of maintaining a long-distance acquaintance to one of my gracious roommates. He patiently reminded me that “not everyone’s Upstate.” This stunningly simple statement, for whatever reason, struck me in a way that previous conversations on the subject never have. Although prone to wander, I leave so many of my emotional investments behind me, and I fail to take full advantage of the opportunities of the here and now. I often spend more free time on Skype chats and calls home than on reaching out to the city-goers around me, and upon moving to Brooklyn I quickly shied away from making new friends or tracking down old ones.

Perhaps my wariness indicates my hesitation to adopt Brooklyn as my home. During the early planning stages of the move I found it hard to believe that I was actually moving to the vicinity of a city I swore I would never permanently inhabit, and out of stubbornness – or perhaps fear that I would get too comfortable in a place I may not be able to afford to live in – I systematically put up some emotional barriers to protect myself from growing too attached.

This is not the first time I have taken this route, but now recognizing this harmful pattern, I have begun taking steps to break down these walls and establish the roots I need in order to truly invest my time here wisely.  Wouldn’t you know it; my efforts were not in vain. A few olive branches later revealed that, in spite of my estrangement, not everyone is as introverted as I am. As it turns out, city-slickers and Upstaters alike enjoy pizza, beer, and 90s movie viewing parties.

My old friends are incredible and I would not trade them for anything, but the city contains so many more kind and interesting potential friends than I initially gave it credit for, people willing and open to making friends as long as I am equally willing to put in the effort. It is only fair that I give the new friends a chance to become old friends, too.

Strong is the New Skinny

“Strong is the New Skinny.” Love this saying! Instead of focusing on attaining a specific body shape, focus on building strength. Let’s change “I wish I was thin” to “I will be strong.” Shifting that perspective will allow you to accept your body while feeling empowered during your fitness journey.

Stay fit, and keep persevering!

Originally posted on http://bodyculture.us

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Boardwalk Empire S5E8 Finale Review: "Eldorado" By Greg Hernandez

"But he grew old —
This knight so bold —
And o’er his heart a shadow —
Fell as he found
No spot on the ground
That looked like Eldorado."

Edgar Allen Poe, "Eldorado."

 An empire has ended. The saga is complete. After five seasons, the prohibition- gangster era drama comes to resounding finish. Let's dive in.

- Nucky is taking a swim at the beach was quite a poignant image. The symbolism is obvious. Nucky is man who cannot wash away his sins, no matter how far out he swims.

This scene is further elaborated upon when Nucky visits Eli one last time. He tells his brother about his swim. He had not gotten up that early for a swim in forty-five years. It was the furthest Nucky had ever gone, past the surf. "Keep going." I thought. "Keep going until you can't turn back."

"Once you're that far, there's no choice."

The dialogue in this final episode was instrumental in illustrating the end of this series. It was masterfully written. The show runners had a very clear vision for this finale, the only problem was the middle. If you don't believe me, go back and re-watch this season with the closed caption on.

When Eli asked Nucky why he was always the wise one, Nucky's answer is perfect. He simply says, "because you needed me to be." Eli is the little brother, who still asks his elder brother for advice. It's not that he cannot think for himself, it's that he does not try - which is evident with his hesitation to knock on his wife's door.

"She won't answer. She won't. Eli says.

Nucky tells him that he will regret not trying.

The Thompson brothers end on a good note. Nucky gives Eli a bag full of money and some shaving equipment. Time to get busy living Eli - is what Nucky is saying. It was a good and consistent call by Nucky to also point out that this is the last time they will see each other. I say consistent for two reasons; One: all of the history with these two is beyond tumultuous.
Two: this is the series finale - this element added more of a sense of finality to the story. Remember, these characters do not know that this is the end. We, the audience watch this unfold, knowing that the minutes are slipping away on their lives.

Nucky's final net worth is north of $2, 364, 120
While Margaret's is a more modest $29, 925. "Not bad for a day's work.

- Joe Kennedy, so many fictional characters have died this season; I was happy that this real life character was back for the finale. There is so much political posturing in late 1931. It makes sense because there was so much speculation surrounding the repeal of prohibition. Making liquor illegal would help bolster the economy during the depression. Imagine if liquor was outlawed again?

Joe referring to Hoover, "I said the horse, not the jackass." made me chortle. Roosevelt will win the impending election. Prohibition will be repealed.

Joe storms into "Conors & Gould" to accuse Margaret and Nucky of shorting his stock.

"Your husband is trying to screw me."
"I prefer to do the screwing myself." We know Joe, you have eight kids...or maybe more now? It has been a few episodes since we last saw you...

Margaret has evolved into a smooth, financial crook. She is good at the numbers game. She is the mastermind behind the shorting of Joe's stock. Ha! It is obvious that she and Nucky are swindling Joe. Instead of making him an enemy, she cuts him in as a partner. She waits until the confidence in the Mayflower corporation is so low that both she and Joe are sweating through their clothes and then...she sells the whole thing.

I thoroughly enjoyed the exchange between Joe and Margaret.  Joe shakes Margaret's hand and finds that she is sweating. He voices his observation and Margaret darts back, "Weren't you?"

Unlike Nucky and Rothstein, Joe is unable to do business with a woman without insinuating that they hook up. He is let down by a cool, calm and collected woman who is all business. She informs him that he can come visit her during office hours and that her firm would love to have his business. There you go Joe. Stay true to your wife.

-Luciano, Meyer and Bugsy are sitting at top the gangster world. The meeting is set. The commission will be constructed. An organized crime syndicate with Italians, Irish and Jews working together to make as much money as possible.
I like the emphasis of the round table. "We're all bosses here."
"The Mustache Petes are in the ground." This is the future that we sadly do not get a chance to see.

Notice how Johnny Torrio is not present during this meeting. He helped get Luciano and Meyer to this point, but now they no longer need his counsel.
The young do not wish to listen to the old for very long.

-Capone was also not present at that meeting. It is time for Al to turn himself in to the feds for tax evasion. It is a reminder that no matter how powerful one person is, finance rules over us all.

This episode showed us the other side of Capone - the human side. It allowed us to remember him as not just the caricature of a hot-headed, loud mouth, drugged up, gun totting gangster, but as a family man. I saw such a range of emotion from Capone. Kudos to Stephen Graham for giving us all a brilliant portrayal of the most infamous gangster in history.

Capone's scene with his deaf son was very touching. Al tells his son that he is going away for doing bad things. He sternly reminds his son to listen to his mother. The best part was hearing the son say that he wants to help his father. That moment was reminiscent of bedroom scene between Michael and Anthony in Godfather Part 2. Watching Al's son put up his dukes hit home for me. He will continue to fight. Even with his father going away, he will not allow himself to be bullied. He will continue learning and growing as a human being. He will become a man. The hug was the cherry on top for this scene.

Watching Capone in the car, he is scared!  The humanity shines. He collects himself and steps out of the car. Ready to face the people, the press, the trial and his future.

He told his brother not to worry, to smile, they'll buy off a judge. He told his wife to calm down, to make coffee. A family is on the verge of being torn apart due to the end of the Chicago outfit and Capone's trial. Will Ralph take it over? That doesn't matter. Capone's time on top is over.

He stares down D'Angelo and tips his hat toward him.

Capone's final scene of the series was perfect. In fact, had this show been centered on him, I would have applauded that ending. A fine end to a wonderful character.

Best bits

-Joe Kennedy explaining three things that are difficult to understand.
1. The work of the bees.
2. Movements of the tide.
3. The mind of a woman.

Margaret of course shoots back with an experiment for Joe. "Think about the things you want in life and picture yourself wearing a dress."

Man has been trying to figure out women for a long time...stop. We're quite similar actually.

-Capone joking to his wife about whether a famous woman is a "dyke" and telling his wife that reporters from the Chicago Tribute are all like washerwoman. Nothing but gossip!

-Luciano telling Meyer not to clock him for having three whiskeys in one hour.

Luciano also mentioned Dutch Schultz. It's a shame this show had to end so quickly. Had there been no time jump. There easily could have been one more season to showcase Rothstein's death and show some of the intense turf wars between Capone and Bugs Moran.

-Siegel jokes, when Meyer is listing off the names of those coming to the meeting, "Are those types of cheeses?"

-Narcisse  had one scene in the finale and it was a brief one. The doctor finally gets whacked, by the Italians. There is no speculation of his death, he is shot in the head one last time by an assailant.

-Eldorado- is a lavish apartment complex in Manhattan. Margaret and Nucky share a dance with an appropriate song in the background that pretty much tells the audience exactly what they are seeing. Times have passed, but the sweet memories remain. There is still a spark between these two, but it is simply not meant to be.

"We danced once, didn't we?" asks Nucky.

Nucky is planning to move to the El dorado. He's lost Mabel, Billie Kent and Sally. Margaret remains.

-Mabel's miscarriage. A flashback to a young Nucky reveals the cause of what eventually led to Mabel's descent into drinking. He finds her bloody garments. He asks what happened, "A mishap." is how she explains things. He then gets on his knees and says that they should call a doctor. Mabel refuses. He then tells her in a grief stricken voice, "I work for this. Everything. For this. I love you. I disappoint you whatever I do, don't I?"

-Commodore- Nucky was always obsequious toward the devil- like figure back then. The Commodore takes Nucky's Sheriff badge away. He doesn't believe in him. Nucky darts back with the whole I'm loyal and dependent routine. His rhetoric isn't good enough.

What the Commodore said is key. "The only thing that matters is what you leave behind."
Everything that Nucky had done so far in his life, could easily be washed away by a storm.
A true legacy. Nucky's legacy begins in a weak moment of desperation when he decides to hand over a young Gillian to the Commodore.

Remember in season 2. "He pointed to the one he wanted and the rest was understood."

-Television (1931) No better way to showcase the brand new era then showing the cutting edge technology of the early 1930's. A mysterious woman spots Nucky on the boardwalk and takes him inside of a tent to see a glimpse into a future he has no part of.

"I'm the future shh." she says.  Nucky doesn't understand what is going on...The woman is the embodiment of the next chapter of the 20th century. Nucky is a 19th century product, who is now outdated.
"The world to come." she adds. "I'll be there, but I won't be there."

Nucky is seeing the future that he will never get to experience.

-Domestic Violence Nucky's father was an alcoholic. He also abused his spouse. The confrontation between father and son was well done. Nucky doesn't even tell his father that his wife is pregnant, although at the time she has just miscarried.

I doubt old pa, was invited to the wedding...

Final points

Keep in mind that this season did feel rush, but we should all be happy that the story did come to an end. Exactly how it got there mystifies me. I can tell that if Michael Pitt's character is not killed off, this show goes in a different direction. Terrence Winter is writing a new show. The pilot has already been shot. He is moving on to his next project. It was time for boardwalk to end.

Does the show feel incomplete? It does and it doesn't. The seven year jump did make this final season feel off, but it was salvaged to a large degree by the show runners, Terrence Winter, Howard Korder and Tim Van Patten understood how to tie up all of the loose ends.

-The deaths of Sally, Chalky, Van Alden and Nucky did not seem as organic to me as I would have imagined them to be, but hey, I still enjoyed watching this show. Could this have been a better season? Yes? Was this season bad...of course not. All five seasons were brilliant spectacles. The sets, the costumes, directing, acting - everything. Still, the writing was always off with this show. The dialogue was well written, but the important character arcs, for this season, were well...weak.

Sally being a brassy foil to Nucky did not impress me, Van Alden and Eli in a nonsensical FBI sting was far too convenient, Chalky dying without getting his vengeance left me with a lukewarm feeling.
This season was too poetic with all of the useless flashbacks.
I say useless because the flashbacks only added to the predictability of the show.

 It is ultimately a good thing that this show end after five seasons. There was no suspense for me in this final season.

I will say that Chalky's rivalry with Narcisse last season was the best thing to happen to the show since season 1. There were many moments where I thought Chalky would not make it out alive. It kept me glued to the television. I did not feel that way since Jimmy passed. The show did ultimately change with his passing, but is all honesty it was for the better.

Season 3's finale was epic, we all remember that shootout. Season 4's finale was heartbreaking. Season 5 was quite poetic, predictable, but nonetheless underwhelming. I liked this episode. I did not love or hate it. I was satisfied.

Mr. Winter comes from the school of leaving the stage while the audience wants more.
I believe that is ok to a certain degree. It's perfect for Theatre - not television (film).

The ending of the previous episode, (which I thought was too cute), set up a potential redemptive arc for Nucky. Nucky reads this letter from someone in his past, who is in desperate need of his help, someone who he has betrayed, who he lied to and broke his promise to about taking care of.

The fact that Nucky does not visit Gillian for weeks and we see this happen near the end of the episode does not fit at all. The dialogue in that scene is putrid. From an acting stand point Buscemi is fine, the direction is horrible. There is no observation. There is nothing.

The prison does close down later that year, but a better end to the character Gillian is not to have her as some "tragic character," that is lazy writing in my estimation. Why bring that character back for this season to only have her suffer in the past, present and future? It would have been more compelling to show her suffering in the past and present, but in the end get her recompense from Nucky.

Now, I do acknowledge that it does make perfect sense that Nucky show up late, because he is unaware of what transpires at the prison/asylum/hospital. The only thing that bothers me is the point of dialogue. Why not show Nucky arriving and seeing Gillian try to get up from a far, he realizes something is wrong. Gillian sees him and gives him a sad or lifeless look. The audience understands he was too late. She was not saved. The ladybug part was once again, trying to be too cute. It was not poetic, it was nothing.

Joe Harper was a terrible character. In fact, there was little, to no point in him being around for more than one episode.

The fact that he gets so close to Nucky and says he has no family undermines Harrow's sacrifice to keep him safe in the past two seasons. There is no explanation for what happened to him. How did he get back to Atlantic City? Why?  He's a 14-15 year old kid now. Nucky gives him a $1,000 and he spends it all? $1,000 is a lot of money in the early 1930's! His refusal to take money from so many people and then finally accept it and blow it all after one episode is mind boggling! Of course one episode can mean that weeks or months have passed, but still...These two cyclical story lines felt forced. This ending was very predictable.

It was nice, touching, but predictable. At least there was no cut to black. Winter, learned from that mistake.

The flashbacks hurt this final season. It took away screen time from Luciano, Capone, Lanksy, Busgy and Chalky, but this is how it was written from the beginning. As uninteresting of a protagonist or antagonist Nucky was, he was indeed the main character, however his supporting cast, was far more interesting.

In the end, this gangster drama ended with what else...a "Tommy gun."

Here's a link to the farewell to Boardwalk Empire, Boardwalk Empire - Farewell - The Final Shot